Travel, School, and Silliness

This weekend was a new low for me.
I didn't have the same enthusiasm that i usually have for life.
I also felt that i was letting people down.
But i also felt that it didn't matter and that scared me.
So i tried to keep my head up this weekend, but it onyl got worse.
Too much stress for one folkers.

On the bright side, i got some encouragement from where i get it best.
My family, friends and some working out.

I think im being more productive now, but still i let myself slide a tad.
I got to thank those who put up with my shit, but i probably wont.
Feeling a bit better about stuff now.
That's it, back to work.


Like even now, i think i should go to peel tommorrow with my k-town family for brians b-day, but at the same time, i just want to suck it up and do work at home.

but i know exactly what ill do... ill stay home and waste time, OR ill go out and waste time.
Either way i feel like i lose.