Travel, School, and Silliness

Follow my random logic:
So I was thinking about hope, faith, n stuff in the shower.

Hope to me gives Ñ≥ inner peace and comfort, gives meaning to life
A Faith in it°¶s best form gives Ñ≥ Hope

But do you need a faith to have hope?
From time to time I°¶ve mentioned rediculousnesses like creating a new religion, or believing in °•da MAN°¶ or a greater power. To me that has given me enough give me hope & thus purpose in my life.

So ya, hope need°¶s not a faith in any one particular religion etc etc.

So then I°¶ve got common beliefs like, °•love thy neighbor as yourself°¶.
And for the most part I agree with this but °K.
(what if you hate yerself? Can u go killing people?)

So I like to modernize many things into something massifff like,
°ßTreat other beings with the same respect and dignity that you would treat yourself, and if you got some issues with being nice to yourself, don°¶t do stupid shit like hurt others.°®
Ok that was retarded but, that can be construed and twisted into other stupid shizznat too right? Hence my failure to really believe in any text written so long ago (from any religion)

Ok so back to my original thought, Hope needs not a particular mainstream faith. But many who find a faith that they have come to love and that has given them hope, wish to impart their faith (and thus their new hope) onto others. They wish in all good intentions to bring hope to all. (salvation perhaps?)

And now to throw all credibility of my spiritual meandering out the window°K.
When playing uber risk, someone (needless to mention who) thinks they can win (but lets just say me), they know only what they know and have EXPERIENCEDwhat they have experienced. And they think they have the whole picture. They enforce believes in strategy or how to play THE GAME (of life?) and cause shifts in how people live/die in the game. Soon enough someone pulls a card on someone else and the game takes a unique twist, the plans are shattered, beliefs have changed and david is losing brutally as always°K (I mean some random entity É∫) Anyways, its kinda like someone lost in a faith which brings them hope. I really don°¶t think faith is bad, it°¶s blinding faith. Faith without reason. That bones me to the core. Cuz soon enough something is gonna pull that bitch card on you and mash yer faith into peanut shells, now if that°¶s possible, yer faith is only a timely consideration based on inner peace of the present time.

Why do I gotta be tested ? Adam and eve were tested, wtf.. no need. I say no tests, omg they get u so friggen anxious.. screw you finals and midterms!! ARGH.


Ok so back to my thought again:
So ya, it°¶s the Blinding faith that gets to me, and yet somehow, most organized religions need people to have some sort of Blinding (unproveable) part to their belief system. Well at least so far that is the case with myself and my experiences.

So blinding faith, no good. Can°¶t do it.

So then we go back to me believing in a greater power, believing in good common human virtues etc etc. And not constrained by some faith. Now WTF. I think im have more blinding faith axion than anyone else.
So my argument is Void, because my hope comes from faith with absolutely no tangibility other than the fact that I exist and thus I am greatful. (to whatever I feel like praying to.)

So ya, im done with my rambling, and my risk analogy was probably the worst analogy made, no no, lets find something worse°K.
UGLY LIKE YER FACE!!! ;p
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